I know you are frightened and dismayed, but I think you are making
more of your situation than you ought to at this time. Perhaps your
concern should be more clearly directed towards the spiritual aspects of
your situation which you can control.
Every parent who knows Christ is engaged in a battle for the souls
of their children, beginning at an early age. There is a subtle enemy who
lays and waits for the souls of all. His intentions are evil and his wiles
are dangerous.
Your child at 5 is no more lost for kissing a boy than he would be
for being defiant and self-willed against your parental authority. All sin
and rebellion leads to judgment. Children are born with the heart of flesh
inherited from Adam and though innocent of acts of sin at birth, they have
the nature of sin that will surely lead to sinful actions later.
Children do not automatically grow up to trust in their Savior.
Their souls are a crop which is watered in the godly prayer and concern of
loving parents. Your son is still a child. He has a sin nature that must
be countered by the teachings of God's Word and the truth which will make
him free. He is not yet a hardened sinner and there is still time to turn
his direction.
Would you be as concerned if his conduct was carelessness towards
God and hard-heartedness towards the story of how Christ shed his blood to
redeem his heart? Failure to love God and trust him for his eternal
redemption will lead to the loss of his soul just as surely as any
confusion about the proper roles of men and women.
As to seeing a Christian psychiatrist, I do not know that properly
speaking, there is such a thing. There are psychologists and psychiatrists
that claim to believe in Christ and his teachings yet hold to the
teachings of men such as Freud, and Jung which are clearly contradictory
to the teachings of the Bible. Do not be fooled. Association of the
name of Christ to false doctrines commonly held by those who trust in
psychology does not make their beliefs true.
I would look carefully to the Word of God and trust my own common
sense before I would pay someone to solve my problems who trusted more in
the teachings of men than the Word of God. Please visit http://www.psychoheresy-aware.org/
for more information on psychology. I would seek the support of wise and
godly men in a sound Bible church more than someone charging for advice
which should come from God's Word and his ministers for free.
Another source of information I trust is http://wayoflife.org/~dcloud
You can find a list of Churches which are recommended for their
soundness in doctrine and practice.
Our prayers go with you
Mark and Sallie